You have low self esteem. You are beautiful... Everyone is beautiful in some way. You know the girls that are bulimic, they think that they are huge and in all reality they are tiny. That is what you are making yourself think. I have seen some people that think they are the ugliest people on earth and they all have something that is beautiful on then. I know a girl that has acne all over her face. But she had the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen on anyone. Don't talk about suicide. You shouldn't think about harming yourself. You will find someone that will treat you great and love every part of you. People don't love what you look like anyway, they love who you are.I hope this helps.
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