What is happening in my sleep?
*asked this in another category but asking here too for more answers*
So in the past i have had this too, but not to this extent.
(and i apparently speak a lot in my sleep too)
The other night i fell asleep with my light off, about an hour later i dreamt( i assume i dreamt it, but if you read on you'll see i was actually half awake..) that on the wall next to my bed a door formed, and these ghostly entities were trying to grab me through. So i seemed to wake up, still seeing the door and i had a real sense of fear and that something was in room, it was terrifying, i jumped out of bed and just started screaming at the top of my lungs for my parents (but i dont know if i was cause they said the didnt hear a thing) and this whole time i felt like something was surrounding me, i was frozen to the spot and terrified and because my bed side light was near where i saw this door thing, which i could still see, i didnt want to go near it to turn it on, but eventually did and i just stood there, my heart palpitating and i was shaking, then i just sat down on my bed and burst in to tears.... what the hell?
i initially thought it was night terrors, but apparently you dont remember those, and i remember this all to clearly. This is maybe the 3rd or 4th time that something like this has happened to me.
i dont take drugs or anything of the sort that would cause hallucinations... so any ideas whats going on?
i do suffer from an anxiety/panic disorder, which worsens at times of stress. which can be quite often really. i dont deal with stress very well.
and ever since i was little i have had nightmares pretty much every night of my life.
Best Answer
You are becoming slowly schizophrenic. The dreams are currently confined to your sleeping time but slowly they will seep into your waking life too. Soon you will end up turning into a human statue. If I were you I would leave the U.S. as soon as possible and go to a civilized country where values are normal and attainable, as opposed to a fake culture where you are constantly pressurized into being something you are not, and being berated for the person you are. Good luck!
